I grappled with imposter syndrome, doubting whether I was good enough or capable of handling the tasks ahead. Despite this, I reflected on the skills I could bring to this new position, and adaptability stood out as my strongest asset. I reminded myself that in past experiences, I had always pushed through difficult situations. I just needed to adapt and learn to navigate this new environment.

Some questions that I grappled with included: I have always been a leader, a teacher, and a learner—so why was this new information paralyzing me? How could I reach my goals with this self-imposed obstacle in the way? 

I had to confront these questions and ultimately decide not to let fear hold me back. I dove headfirst into the unknown, and with the support of my mentor, I quickly changed my mindset. Sometimes, a guiding hand can help remind us of what we’re truly capable of.

My mentor and colleagues reassured me that they had selected me for this role because of my skills and experience, and that I was fully capable of succeeding. They were right, and I should have never doubted myself! I will learn everything I need to know along the way. Follow my journey as I gain confidence and comfort in my position as a resource assistant with the USDA Forest Service.

Editor’s Note: If you like to follow along this journey chronologically.

Blog #1 Posted 7/24 Hispanic Access Foundation - Into the Fellowship – A Journey of Service

Blog #2 Posted 9/24 Hispanic Access Foundation - Into the Fellowship–Reflections on the Water

Blog #3 - 10/24

Blog #4 - 11/24

Blog #5 - 12/24